Mood Tak Baik...

Salam Joy..

bertepatan dengan tajuk entry ni, mood saya mmg sangat tidak keruan sekarang....smalam dan hari ini...this is due to my appointment with KIA Jasin smalam...so, as the result satu malam angin aku mmg x betul hehhehe...dengan Adam pun aku leh nangis, apalah ibu nih...[xyah ceritalah sebb apa yang Adam buat aku nagis tu..MALU..]

so, it's almost a month i had the spot of staining due to PV bleeding [according to the DR].  so, I've been urge to see the gynea at Hospital Besar Melaka, urgent! petang smalam jugak...tapi si degil Ila nih nampaknye x sanggup nak berbuka dia hospital dan mendedahkan diri pada virus H1N1 yang berlambak kat spital tu...therefore, we decided to go there today...

that is 1.  

kenapa aku rasa HUBBY seems dont care jer about myself??I'm carrying his babies....poor baby, slalu kene dgr ibu sedih sorang2...sedih jer tgk other couple go for antenatal check-up together...but me, always by myself...but thats is acceptional, my hubby is always busy with his work...but today, I have to go to gynea alone...dia nak hantar and fatch aku jer...sedih sangat2...tgh2 makan sahur tadi puas cover so that i won't cry in front of him...sometimes i think, it is better if i doesn't have the driving licence...nnt biar dia susah kene hantar aku...
mmmmmmmmmmmmm......

sabar ila, sabar.....syukur banyak2....
there must be a reason Allah test you....so that you know how to control your patience...

daa..take care JOY...